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So i've been trying to secure a summer job, because I need the $$ and also because I need the structure - academia is so unstructured that my ADD nature is having a field day and taking the rest of me with it.

My areas of interest are still non-profits, but also governmental too . . . and therein lies the problem. If only I could be content in the for-profit corporate world!

Most non-profits here seem to be funded by the government, and if you remember my problems with most of academia being funded by the government you will remember the government earmarks their money to only go to citizens and permanent residents. Not that I blame them, because clearly they should get first dibs, but the government permeates everything here so I am finding it hard to find something that I can actually qualify for. It certainly doesn't help that I am not required to tell them I'm not a citizen or permanent resident, and they likewise don't usually disclose the limitations on the position's funding. This means I get quite far in the process before the connections are made and I am shown not to qualify.

To add to this, the federal government here has announced (unsurprisingly) significant cutbacks, and the details are still shaking out. This means so many positions are tentative or announced last minute. Not that the job market sucking is news, it is just making my position on a low rung in society that much more evident.

Which leaves me in a precarious position - if I'm not making the connections in the field now through part time and summer jobs . . . how am I going to get something full-time when I graduate? I will be on an even lower rung then and much more of a risk to employ (though they don't have to sponsor me like most American work related visas). Concerning to say the least, especially since the job market clearly won't turn around in the next year to that extent.

Something to worry about while I am not being productive at school I suppose. :)
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So it has been a long time since my last post, mostly because the term has been intense. But now I am down to only thesis work (yay!). More relevant to this post is that I will be unemployed come Thursday.

I have been attempting to find a job for the summer, but my off campus work permit is making it very difficult. I might rather live on ramen and spend as little as possible then make the job work out. The trick is the restrictions placed on the work permit itself.

Unlike an undergrad, I remain enrolled in a shadow class for the summer to "work on my thesis" and more importantly, pay them more tuition dollars. Thus, since school is in session for me over the summer, I can only work a maximum of 20 hrs a week off campus. This rules out most jobs except for retail . . . and if you know anything about me you know I am crap at retail. I also can't work in child care, k-12 education, or elder/health care. So definitely not picking up a nanny gig or working at a summer camp.

What I am trying to get is a full time on campus job, because that is allowed, there just aren't many of them available. and i'm not looking forward to working on campus all summer, and working on my thesis on campus all summer . . . . too much campus!

Wish me luck!
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Hello all,

So term has started, and it is going to be a doozy. Some of the things I have on my plate include: 4 classes, writing my thesis proposal, building back up my fitness/ankle functionality, and taxes for two countries.

So clearly my dear readers, my posts will be few and far between, and more likely to be quick anecdotes then long thought out and/or photograph filled posts. I apologize in advance!

To stall the withdrawal (that I know you are all frantically trying to alleviate by resorting to other drug like substances as we speak) I want to share with you what I learned this week!

I got an on campus job this week (frankly I am only allowed to get an on campus job on my visa) as a cashier in some of the cafes. There aren't many differences between being a cashier in the states and one in Canada, though technology has gotten better in the intervening years (no punch card - I just swipe my student card using a time logging interface in the register!). the one difference is how to determine counterfeit bills. In America, you generally feel the bill (if it is pure paper, it will definitely feel different), or use one of the built in security features (Canada has pretty much the same ones), but the conclusive way is the pen with color changing ink. Canada doesn't seem to have a pen, and frankly I think the bills feel fake to begin with - they certainly feel like paper (and are soon to feel like plastic). their conclusive way, is to rub the bill on paper - if it is real the color (remember, they are all colored differently and brightly!) will come off . . . . which kind of makes me wonder if the inside of my wallet will be multicolored after a while.
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I'm currently in the painful process of saying goodbye to my friends, job, and life in DC. In less then five days I will be in Canada with no return ticket or specific plans to come back before Christmas. I've been preparing for this week for months . . . yet somehow it still doesn't seem real to me.

This is always the hardest part of a long distance move. The wheels have been set in motion - notice has been given at work, the lease hasn't been renewed, plans with friends stop after a certain point - yet the destination is hazy at best. You can't really know what the new place/life is like until you live it, but it is incredibly clear what you are giving up.

This is always where I get cold feet, where I have to talk myself back into my plans nearly daily, and where I just want to go back in time and never set the ball rolling on this plan in the first place.

I know from experience that my confidence will come back. It will take a few weeks in my new life, but one day I will get a feeling of familiarity in my head at something that was brand new just weeks before, and my doubts will be gone.

Technically this journey started nearly a year ago - I certainly can't leave the path now - but the first step that I will remember in the future will be the one from the jetway to the plane on Sunday. Between now and then there are a lot of goodbyes, endings, and probably unavoidable tears.

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